A Song

Sorry I haven't updated this in a while. I have been busy will college and other things in my life. Everything is going pretty well for me. Not too much drama that I can't handle. Other than the fact that I have a pretty big crush on a friend of mine but I don't know how to tell her. But anyway the other day I was up pretty late talking to a friend of mine. We were discussing the past and I became pretty upset. I wanted to yell but it was pretty late. So I did the next best thing...I wrote a rap song!! Now I have never written a song before nor to I claim to me musically talented in any way shape or form. But I gave it my best shot and it made me feel better. So here it is and let me know what you think.

C

Why can't I be this person that she adores? Why can't I be the person she wants to be with behind closed doors? I just keep failing no matter what I do. Why must I be someone else to have you? Cause Yo I'm the D thats all I can be. I wish I could be more than that, more than him, more than me. I wish I could be the one that you adore C. I fuckin' can't stand it, the way they look at you. They will never feel the way that I do. But you don't understand cause you don't wanna see, that I am better than they'll ever fuckin' be. But I still have these thoughts runnin' through my head, If I am so much better than why are they in your bed? What do I have to do to make you see that the D is all you ever need? What do I have to do to make you see that I am the one you need, to see past all of those other mothafucka's greed! They want you for your body, yet I prefer your soul, everything you have to offer, not just a hole. But I will never be this person that you desire....never be the one to ignite your fire.

Thanks for reading,

Big K-Finks